I started this post yesterday at about 10am then got to busy to finish it!
Yes, the story of yesterday....

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whoa
i just remembered i had a dream about madonna last night.
she was performing somewhere.
some arena.
and i was trying to go - i had two tickets but whoever was supposed to go with me didn't want to go. and i had people visiting from out of town and felt guilty about leaving them on their own but i really wanted to go to the show.
And my ticket said "Row 1" and i was super psyched.
But i had to go through a maze of seats and levels to get to it.
When i finally did it was about 5 rows back - and everyone in front of me was teen age which i thought was weird.
So, Madonna was performing all by herself.
And it was really weird.
And actually kinda really bad.
And a bit embarrassing.
And people were leaving and i felt really bad for her.

Flash to another part of the dream where I'm standing outside the venue and she walks by.
And she has this crazy tattoo on her back and i realize, IN MY DREAM, that it's the same tattoo i saw Dave Gahan wearing in the dream i had last week. And IN MY DREAM i recognized that i had seen that tattoo before and was so curious about it but too shy too ask. It looked kinda like a hindu symbol... but very bold and big.

I should find out what this tattoo is.
Actually, I want to say it's similar to my friend Karla's, but i think her LJ is friends only so i can't post a link. But, I saw it the other day and was like, huh, that looks uber-familiar.

Anyways, I had a conversation with madonna in the dream.
I can't remember what it was about though.
There was something about playing piano and her children, but otherwise i'm almost blank.

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Sucks ass I never finished this post cause i can't really remember anything else now.

last night was one of the worst nights of sleep i got in a long time.
wow.
it's like i never left work - every time i let my mind wander all i could see was Quark palettes and pages - which is weird cause i almost soley work in InDesign now. But all I could see was computer screens with palettes and even at one point, at 2:16am actually, i made myself envision typing an Apple-Q hopefully getting rid of the image and it did for a sec but then it came back.

Finally at 5am i got up and said fuck it - as long as i'm dreaming about work i might as well go and get paid for it.
It's weird being the first one in the building.
Kinda eery with the lights off.

The other thing that kept popping up in my head as I lay awake all night, well, i guess drifting in and out of consciousness, is i kept having the thought pop in my head "tom waits is dead"
what? huh? um, huh?

This menstruation period is really bad this month.
I realized walking to work just now it's the first i've had completely off of Wellbutrin.
That could be why.
It's also coinciding with an incredibly stressful period (no pun intended) in my life.
But the thing is, i have the crazies ... i have the horrible cramps and back aches ... but i don't have any bleeding.
Sorry about the TMI - but what's up with that shit?!!!

OH NO

Helicopter Mom, who I've decided might possibly be THE MOST ANNOYING PERSON I'VE EVER MET, has decided to go down to the mall for coffee with a friend.

But the fucking bitch forgot to disable the alarm clock that goes off every fucking morning at 10:30am on her computer. OMG even my ipod won't drown out that piercing bell.

OMG
I HATE HER.

3 days of pictures.....

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