time to suck it up
god dammit
i hate feeling pathetic.

i'm going to the gym in half an hour and hopefully the endorphins will kick in.
all i want to do is go back to bed though.
i could easily slip into a deep sleep right now.
but i will go running at lunch then punch and kick the shit out of my kickboxing trainer at 5.
even though my knuckles are still bruised.
i'm gonna kick some shit.

listening to mika for the first time in awhile.
need something sweet and happy.
and to drown out the work crap around me.

somehow "happy ending" is sounding pretty fucking amazing right now.
although
happy ending is not a happy song!
weird.

I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' everyday

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this too shall pass i know.