My Own Space Dementia
05 December 2008 @ 08:12 am
Yikes, I haven't updated since my birthday on Tuesday?
Crazy!

LOL - but there's really not much to update, I guess.

Day 3 of the Master Cleanse detox is today.
This time has been a bit harder cause i went into it alot less healthy than last time.
Today I feel better than yesterday definitely - no headache anymore (at least not yet) and seemingly a bit more energy. The day is still young, so we'll see how this all pans out.

This time I'm craving food like crazy though! It's really amazing how strong the cravings are and how much I need to "talk myself down" from the ledge. I mean, last night, i was thinking, thank god no one delivers pizza to my neighborhood cause i was craving greasy ass pizza with pineapple sooooo bad.

But,i can do this - i just have to keep telling myself that i am strong enough to follow it through and that it is marking a transitional period for me. I'm kinda cleansing my body getting ready for a new, well, return to, healthy living - mentally and physically.

It's Friday - i was trying to drag myself out of bed this morning, i was so friggin warm and snuggly with Herschel spooning my back and Charo curled up at my chest and i reminded myself i can sleep in tomorrow. I'm not a big "stay in bed" kinda gal but i got a little used to it over the Thanksgiving break in Ann Arbor. Anyways, this weekend will be full of ME time - crafting and cleaning. Sunday I'm having an Open House, maybe 1 person will come this time. I feel bad for my realtor, I think she is really freaked out about the market right now. We went looking at some comparison houses on Wednesday night trying to decide if i should drop my price or not and I just got the feeling from her she's kinda fucked. The real estate market is just HORRIBLE right now. HORRIBLE :(

Oh well... I'm employed and can scrape my mortgages by so far so i won't complain.

Oh shit, and ya, i haven't updated since my birthday.
It was actually very nice - I didn't get depressed once!
Brian surprised me with a candle-lit fruit cheesecake and balloons when i got home from work which was AWESOMELY SWEET.
And then we grabbed some food which was delicious and talked ALOT about the future and about African Well Fund and it was just really nice and low key. I definitely went to sleep with a smile on my face :)
 
 
feeling: tired