Had a very psychically and emotionally productive day yesterday.
It was exactly what I needed, even though I didn't know it.
I went to the Mojo Shop in Chicago with my 2 bestest girl friends yesterday and not only got a new mojo bag for "opening new doors" and "personal success" but I got a purification wash to use whenever I feel like my aura and mental needs to be restimulated and purified (ie after work when all the negative energy of my co-workers and customers have festered themselves). But also the owner of the shop was very congenial and talkative yesterday. He even did numerology charts on all 3 of us. He told me things that were totally true about myself and that I just needed a reminder.

So, I just went on a numerology website and got a reading and it was exactly the same! So, I guess it wasn't a fluke what he told me.
I am a soul number 5:
A deep inner restlessness and discontent with the status quo makes you seek out adventure, excitement, and the unconventional. You thrive on new ideas, change, travel, experimenting with new ways of doing things. Predictability and routine make you feel lifeless and unhappy so you must find a lifestyle that is varied enough to be mentally stimulating and challenging. Independent, freedom-loving, and easily bored, you have trouble making commitments and finishing projects. You often "move on" prematurely, whether in a personal relationship or in your work. You need to develop discipline and perseverance when you have an important goal.

You have many talents and need many outlets and avenues for their expression, but try to finish one thing before attempting the next.

This is me to a tee and I can see why I've been depressed lately. I'm bored, I have no challenges, everything seems routine. I think the happiest I've been in my life was last year - when I was travelling around on my Muse mini-tour, flying to New York to see Fischerspooner. I guess moving to Atlanta is better for me than I really know!! I feel like I want to move tommorrow - not 3 months from now!! But, that's me being impatient. I do have things I need to finish up first before I can go.

Which leads me to my horoscope for today - so true it gives me chills.
Now I don't know if the incompetance of my co-workers have given me a false feeling of extreme talent but I feel lately like I really rock at what i do. Eric and I were just talking about this on Friday. I know I would be an incredible asset to any company I work for, but I don't know how to relay that to potential employers. Everyone says they're awesome in interviews - I need to find some way to prove I am. But, anyway this is my rather prophetic horoscope:

Here is your horoscope for Sunday, January 29:

You can go far, especially with the stars backing your efforts at
self-promotion. You know you've got the goods. Now it's just a matter of making
sure the right people see how much you can do.

I've been planning all weekend to call this temp agency in Atlanta called "The Creative Group" who specialize in placing creatives like myself on Monday. What also kind of intrigues me about a temp agency is working for them - i.e. not taking a permanent job but having them place me in temporary jobs every couple of weeks/months etc so I get to try new things. If there's one thing I have learned from my current co-worker is I yearn to always be learning. My co-worker is so frustrating because her skills lay somewhere back in the late 90s and she has no desire to learn anything new. I don't understand, for real, what this company did before I came along, because I have taken on so many projects that they would have turned away, but i saw them and was like "this is easy to do!" and they were like amazed. Something as easy as a fucking mail merge! But, anyways, I know that i want to be places where I can work with other people who can help me learn new skill sets and develop the ones I have.

WOW - this new mojo bag is working overtime! I feel so totally lucid and clear for the first time in weeks!!

I’ve lost 3 pounds in the last 2 weeks.
I’ve weighed myself 4 times in the last 2 weeks and each time with the same number so I’m guessing it’s weight and not just water. That’s actually very exciting to me.
I rode my bike to work today - it took 35 minutes and was really nice and serene. As I was by the calm lake, Citizen Erased came on my iPod and was the perfect guiding soundtrack.
I feel like I’m finally on my way to good health.
I don’t feel feel it yet, but hopefully in 2 weeks time that’ll come.
Eric and I have walked the dogs every night now. Hershel is such a good walker. I hope him and Charo will become friends.

This weekend my 2 best friends and I are going to a day spa in Northern Wisconsin. None of us have ever done such a thing and are totally excited about it. I’m a little stressed cause I don’t have the money but I’m going to do it in exchange for paying for my phone and cable bill. I don’t care - they don’t charge late fees, and 1 month of non-payment won’t go on my credit record. Mmmm, pure pampering. I can’t even imagine! Massage, facial, pedicure, body wrap, and facial massage.

I had an interview with Pizza Hut yesterday - it was totally stupid. All it was was not even 5 minutes and I came in, they asked me what hours I could work and then said they’d call me to set up a second interview this week. Jeez. That could’ve been done over the phone. I’m already counting on the extra income! Especailly since Casey just posted to my forum about the fall tour - which I’ve been curious about it being a go or not, but from his post it seems like it is a go. Fabulous. I’m so happy he took a second to post and let us know how things are going.