i had 3 vivid dreams last night.
One i can't remember but i know it involved casey spooner and performance.
the other seemed to go on forever, in instant replay.
i was at the beach with my family and my mom and i were sitting on the sand and my brother and dad were in the water.
we were by an airport cause there were planes flying over us.
all of the sudden a helicopter dived bomb into the water on the other side of a bridge that was dividing the swimming area and the rest of the ocean but then the helicopter bounced over onto the beach then into the water where everyone was swimming and the blades went flying.
Miraclously no one was hurt and everyone was amazed that somehow the helicopter had hit in places that were vacant. But there were a few moments of hysteria when i couldn't find my brother or my dad.
Whoa, i just thought this is a dream that *i* had but it could be many peoples reality.
the other dream was a little lighter. well intense but in a different way.
i was with casey spooner and we went into a room and started making out and i very vividly recall kissing him and licking him, his neck, chest, tummy and then i asked him to show me how to give a real good blow job.
huh.
*blushes*
In other news i've been feeling really sick since Tuesday. Colitis sick. And I'm starting to worry about it effecting my trip to NY next week.
It's funny cause i haven't had a "flare up" like this since the late 90s, I believe. And i know i deserve it cause i've been really lax about taking my meds every night - especailly when i was travelling so much earlier this year. Thursday I upped my dose of meds which i Pray takes care of this soon cause it's not that i have to go to the bathroom much (which is a symptom) but i constantly feel nauseuas and weak and dizzy - especailly after i eat.
I'm going to go to Borders and get a book about Apple Cider Vinegar diet. I've been doing a little research on treating Colitis homeopathically cause I REFUSE to go back on prednisone ever again, and in my searches on the net this Vinegar diet keeps coming up. I hope it's a "quick fix." I can't afford acupuncture, and that usually doesn't help right away, anyways.
One i can't remember but i know it involved casey spooner and performance.
the other seemed to go on forever, in instant replay.
i was at the beach with my family and my mom and i were sitting on the sand and my brother and dad were in the water.
we were by an airport cause there were planes flying over us.
all of the sudden a helicopter dived bomb into the water on the other side of a bridge that was dividing the swimming area and the rest of the ocean but then the helicopter bounced over onto the beach then into the water where everyone was swimming and the blades went flying.
Miraclously no one was hurt and everyone was amazed that somehow the helicopter had hit in places that were vacant. But there were a few moments of hysteria when i couldn't find my brother or my dad.
Whoa, i just thought this is a dream that *i* had but it could be many peoples reality.
the other dream was a little lighter. well intense but in a different way.
i was with casey spooner and we went into a room and started making out and i very vividly recall kissing him and licking him, his neck, chest, tummy and then i asked him to show me how to give a real good blow job.
huh.
*blushes*
In other news i've been feeling really sick since Tuesday. Colitis sick. And I'm starting to worry about it effecting my trip to NY next week.
It's funny cause i haven't had a "flare up" like this since the late 90s, I believe. And i know i deserve it cause i've been really lax about taking my meds every night - especailly when i was travelling so much earlier this year. Thursday I upped my dose of meds which i Pray takes care of this soon cause it's not that i have to go to the bathroom much (which is a symptom) but i constantly feel nauseuas and weak and dizzy - especailly after i eat.
I'm going to go to Borders and get a book about Apple Cider Vinegar diet. I've been doing a little research on treating Colitis homeopathically cause I REFUSE to go back on prednisone ever again, and in my searches on the net this Vinegar diet keeps coming up. I hope it's a "quick fix." I can't afford acupuncture, and that usually doesn't help right away, anyways.
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